hello earthlingsssxsxzsxzzz ! haha, havent been updating on this space for quite awhile
besides th sales post part. yeap.

life has been pretty mudane for me these days,
but i'm really glad those days of doing work/ chionging assignments overnight is over for now..

i'm sortof back into photography, as i've more time now.
plus there are events such as afa and also th upcoming eoy to take pics of.
i'm hoping to "body worlds" at th science centre sometime soon
but not too sure if i'll be digusted by it. (i'm sure i would, at least a tiny weeny bit)
and i'm hoping to get my speedflash before eoy, it saves me th hassle frm borowing frm others,
rather impt thing for events, esp after afa event made me realize how impt it is to have it.

i've uploaded some photos on fb on afa day 2
you can check it out here; www.facebook.com/album.php
i'm still waiting for th pics frm day 1
and also those pics taken with th xmas treee !

ohyes, lately i'm into blythe dolls now !
some of you might find it freaky, esp those eyes.
but somehow, i love it ! i love those dolls !
intending to revamp my room and have space for some of them to b displayed
if you guys dunno wads a blythedoll, u can visit this website; blythedoll.com/index-e.html
and u'll have a rough idea of how it looks like. and some shops actually display some dolls for decoration purposes

i guess i'll b turning in earlier today, as i'm tired from tennis and swimming today.
when was th last time i actually went swimming ? at least more thn 3 years !

on a random note; today is really a good night to star gaze ! nice breeze plus many twinkling stars !

i'll b updating soon on my sales journal as i have quite a few clothes to sell, maybe some bags as well, pretty not bad ones,
but rather sell them to earn some cash rather thn let them display on in my wardrobe !
watch this space !

yay ! finally i caught a movie today; paranormal activity !
wanted to catch 2012, but it was packed so decided on this instead.

wellswells, i find th movie not bad !
at th very beginning part of th movie i found it kinda boring + draggy and also,
u would have alr guessed that its made on a low budget; seeing th number of pple who acted in th movie,
as well as the scenes that it was taken at..

and after that, it gets more & more freaky ?
its not like th typical kinda horror movie

i havent watched th trailer neither did i see th poster
and i actually thought it was a real story made into film,
th setting looked realistic !
at th end of th movie, they actually stated its fictional ( glad that it is! )
and after comfirming with a friend that its all fake
my heart is at ease !

but wells, i think it did send a creepy and tingling,
hair raising, think twice feeling to some after th movie..

next movies i wanna watch (that i can think of right now) ;
sisters keeper, 2012, this is it (mj),
astroboy(maybe?)
and th much anticipated new moon !

for some reason, i think th storyline for sister's keeper is somewhat alike to "change of heart"
but of all her books i read to far, i still like nineteen mins !

i wanna watch saw 6 as well ! but its r21 :/

 
suprisingly, my dad is still up and so m i ! 
and we're both doing workkk ! 
i'm chionging thru my technical flat drawings, done skirts and tops. and i need more bottoms ! 
and i have th idea of not turning up later, its bad ! i know, if i dont, i'll lose 30% 
which equals to; byebye A 
for all u know, i might not even feel well enough to turn up for later 

i'm mentally prepared to fail at least one of my modules 
its only sem 1 and i'm alr like that ! 
& i better buck up in sem 2, no more last min work 
make a note to self, and organize/ manage my time properly ! 

for now,
i'm hating myself; for not giving my best, and sucum to laziness 

wellswells, i found out quite a number of things today.. 
but its kinda long winded, so yeap. i'm kinda lazy to type it here as well.. 
- i guess, i have found out both sides of th story 
- and th whole thing just left me with a whole new doubt i have in him, and for now, i dk if i should trust him anymore 
- and again, i've met someone with "all talk no action" (again) but in this case, i wasnt a victim 

i just hope that th talk they're having tonight is gonna clarify th doubts and unknowns between them ! 
and hopefully th friendship between them still stands and "work" doesnt affect them.. 

k, i just rmberered i bought cooking mama 3 to play on my dsi today ! :D 
off to try it out naowzsxszzz 

toodlesss ! 

wore long sleeved turtle neck striped top, short mini denim skirt, and black studded wedges 
went to cityhall met up with a buyer, and headed to bukitbatok for facial at "sista's" place 
he wanted to glam me up so he put makeup for me with smokey eyes effect and we cabbed down to town to drop by at val's 

wells, i guess my dressing today caught loads of attention/ stares 
even though i think th whole look was pretty normal 
i guess it was because of th wedges that made me look really tall, like 1.7+ 
and i wore th skirt w/o leggings revealing my white legs, and th skirt length was like a mini skirt 
havent been really mini skirts for a long long time, even if i wear, it would b paired with leggings or something.. 

th dressing sense in spore is.. wells, what can i say. 
conservative ? laid back ? cant be bothered to dress ? sometimes trying to hard ? overdoing may look trashy ? 

wells, to my own opinion; conservative cuz sometimes parents might restrict th way we dress - revealing too much skin ? inviting unwanted attention and also dangers of being molested, perception of looking like someone who works as a prostitute ? 

and th clothes here might not b as interesting as overseas as; 
they have seasons ! and we dont ! :// 

i'm stopping here for now, as i'm gonna head to slp as i have to b up early tmrw :/ 

feel free to leave a comment about your views here ! would love to see what's your perspective ! (;  

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEPS! (: 
wells, i guess many peeps in s'pore dont really celebrate halloween 
for myself, i actually love christmas more thn halloween :x 
and here in s'pore i just find that halloween just give us a reason to dress up a different way compared to th usuals 
it rained today, and i'm sure it did dampen th mood for some who wanted to dress up and walked around th streets of orchard rd.. 

wells, today i actually shopped my day away 
bought like a dkny romper, a dress, a clutch, a mj bag and a hat 
ohman, i really must stop spending so much money and save !! 
although, i seldom shop online alr and for some reason i'm damn lazy to transfer payments 
i'm finding it kinda troublesome luh.. and y'know i was like supposed to get a new wallet ! 
now i'm thinking twice of waiting for th gold one or just go ahead with th black one
or just put th wallet thing on hold 1st.. haha, loads of pple commented on my current wallet on how cute it is.. 
but its turning dirty and it lost it's nose ! heehee 

th weather these days have been pretty much nice to slp in during th nights ! 
but its rather a burden when u're out.. 

and how fast it's alr end of the year, last day of a month, beginning of a new month 
about 2 weeks more of endurance, 1 month 25 days to christmas and 2 months to a new year 2010 
time really flies ! 

anws, i've updated my selling post with tie front slouch shorts frm lus, brand new ! selling it cuz i have another similar one ! 
and also, my studded platform booties up for sale again due to deadbuyer(s) :/ its brand new, and selling it cuz i have 2 pairs of that alr ! 
th booties are really good for photoshoots and also makes u really tall ! 
will be uploading more stuffs onto my selling post soon, whn i've got th time.. trying to declutter my room/ wardrobe ! 

k, stopping here naowsxsxzsxszzz ! 
toodlesss ! (; 

i miss; 
- lieing on th wide grass patch at eastcoast star gazing, be it alone or with a friend
at th same time, enjoying th sea breeze that blows my hair gently 

was looking at th stars quite sometime ago, today's a awesome night to stargaze ! 

- chatting on th phone/ conferencing with girlfriends/ friends 
be it bitching, rantings, singing off tune, laughter or a listening ear 
i still miss your voices ! 

- ddr sessions
to excercise those fats off, i think my thights are kinda fat :/ while some of u may think its not 

- my fav prawn noodles for breakfast or lunch 
everytime i think/ crave for it, i think of th soup that makes it so good. and i'll never forget th taste, no matter how many other prawn noodles i've tried none cant beat that (thats to me) 

- seoulgarden session 
yes, we go for weekday student priced buffets and sit ther for hours, chatting as well as munching away 
and also "water tank" haha ! 

- swimming ! 

alrightalright, i'm heading to sleeep naowsxszsxzzz ! 
nights ! (: 

i wont talk, i wont breathe 
i wont move till you finally see.. 

 
i feel it approaching 
out of darkness
out of staleness
i see it first just as small as a the light from a firefly 
it is a silent threat, not heard only felt

like a storm you see quietly but forcefully 
dancing on the horizon 
as it grows in magnificence

my apprehensive heart, beats against my chest 
i feel it so close, but i kept praying that it will stay far away 
my heart pounds wildly until my breath escapes me 

my life, my existence 
has been nothing but a great paradox 
leading to this moment in time 

there are so many, 
their voices screaming in my mind 
a thousand thoughts inside only one 
how do i help them all ? 
what if i allow one to fall ? 
will it swallow them into the parade of lightning, 
into th abyss of blinding light 
will i too fall, for not saving them
i always knew it was there 
safely waiting on the horizon 

but i never felt, that this light would catch me fast 
i never thought rain would fall upon my skin 
but now here it is 

will i have the strength,
to make it go away 
only the agony of waiting the future will tell 

just remember, 
never let it come so close 
that you feel the mist upon you 
because the second u realise,
the other end of story 

that is the second it grabs a hold on you.

i dont see any meteor showers ? but today's a damn good night to star gaze (; (peeks out from balcony) 

info from here; http://news.yahoo.com/s/space/20091020/sc_space/getoutorionidmeteorshowerpeaksovernight
i rmbered th last time i stayed up til 3am on a lookout for at least one, but nope ther wasnt anything !

okay, today i went to chinatown, bought fabric for my skirt assignment 
deciding if i should use the small white polkadots, navy one or larger black polkadots, white - 
bought this chio ring; it's a leopard with a green gemstone thingy
(have been looking out for nice accessories) and its rather difficult to find a ring that fits my finger perfectly :/ 
chinatown is actually quite a interesting place to shop, i'm thinking if i should order baby pink dms frm one of th shops ther.. 
and ther's many shops selling blingbling watches, or stuffs that have been "zhnged" be it lighters, card holders, handphone straps, etc.. 
had katong laksa for dinner, shiok uh, dunno whn was th last time i had one ! bought for bubbletea aunty as well (; 

have been spending quite abit of money these days :/ must curb on spending man, and save it for things i need more thn want 
and think twice/ thrice before getting it 

i've thought of switching from nikon to canon 
any suggestions ? or should i just stick to nikon ? canon just cant stop producing new models ! 
canon 7d looks good.. 

 
i'm so not happy with myself ? 
wher's my drive to do my work ? 
i dont want th end result to be; i didnt do my best in th first place 
and regretted why i didnt do it back then ? 

stop being laid back, 
pls get working !! 
and now its just th beginning - 

i know i can do it so much better, 
quit being lazy  
and get myself drained ! 

had a dream last night, it was so real 
now i think i know, how you would feel 
saw your face so clear, your eyes bright too 
it was just a dream, i could swear it was you 

thought i felt your skin, as you lay by my side 
my hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride 
felt my body get warm, and i melted closer to you 
it was just a dream, i could swear it was you 

your voice was the same, as i've heard you talk to me 
the words were soft and sincere, you made me believe 
heard a crack in you voice, as you spoke of me and you 
it was just a dream, i could swear it was you 

smelled the scent of cologne, as your cheek touched mine 
brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine 
i fell in love with this dream, i must tell you its true 

it was just a dream, but i could swear 
it was you. 

sung by taylor swift (: in th album fearless 

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers..
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong wïth me

 

today, was out with gillian mummy and aunty regina (: 
collected my agnes b bag, loving it, like how th way i can actually just conveniently 
throw my things inside.. 
thinking of selling th longchamp one which i havent received.. anyone interested ? 
caught th ugly truth today, like finally. 
wells, i was in heels today th whole day, and i have blisters on my feet naowz :/ 
but thx girlfriends for understanding my pain 
bought this pair of vans shoes i wanted for quite sometime alr, 
and got it for half th price (: 

when drinking at night, i just love th ambience ther and also th one for one thingy 
and from next week onwards, i'm getting serious in my work 
tahan like 3 more weeks, thn to suffer next sem man ! 

yes, i have cravings for popeyes, who wants to go with me to satisfy that craving ?(; 

will you remember all the days 
when i was there with you, 
remembering my smile and my laughter ? 

or will you forget
and dwell in the lost instead, 
mourning for your friend's farewell ? 

a portrait of existence 
lies deeps within your heart, 
cherishing the memories we once shared, 

or will you decide 
nothing is worth keeping, 
losing the special dream you once held ? 

love will never die 
love is deep inside 
friendships are forever 
remember my love for you 

i am always there, 
watching over you 
to give inspiration 
and when you may fall 
into a world of fears 

will you continue to dream 
and breathe the wonders of life, 
striving for who you want to be ? 

or will you succumb 
to the defeats in life, 
failing to never overcome ? 
dreams will never die 
strength is deep inside 
friendships are forever 
remember my faith in you 

i am always there,
believing in you 
to give encouragement 
and love when you may fail 
in a world of fears 

i still see your face in my dreams 
it hurts and it doesnt help at all 
i still want you in my life as crazy as that seems 
i want you to catch me when i fall 

i still remember the first time we met 
there was something so different about you 
your friendship was something i wanted to get 
that smile when you said hi to me was so new 

out of no where you called me on the phone 
i wanted to sit there and talk to you forever 
you were so new, so crazy and unknown 
i just knew that our friendship will never sever 

two years and we are barely holding it together 
what happened to the way this all used to be 
i never wanted you out of my life ever 
i sat there for a long time pretending not to see

we decided to go out and make it all, alright 
it didnt work out of course we knew it couldnt 
we couldnt even stand each others sight 
it shouldnt end this way but it did and i shouldnt 

i miss you and everything you were to me
ten years from now we will look back on it all 
we will be older and finally able to see
that love will stand the test of time and never fall 

had actually intended to blog, but now i've lost that intention of blogging bout' my day, and some other stuffs.. 
another day, perhaps,
you know, i definitely  would.